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The Labyrinth

Labyrinth

Drawn with a compass, darkened with marker, painted with water color.

Although the Chartres Labyrinth is more popular in Catholicism, I chose to draw it because it is more complex than some others I have seen photographs of.

Unlike the maze, a labyrinth is not a game of logic.  There is no second guessing or indecision.  The labyrinth has one way to the center and back out again, so it is a form of intuition and trust.

In Christianity, it represented a pilgrimage.  The path weaves closer and farther away from the center, denoting how a person moves toward and away from their God.

To the Hopi Indians of north America, the labyrinth was made to be a sacred place.   They used the classic seven-path labyrinth.  It represented the Mother and the sanctity of nature.  The spirals are a found throughout nature and were expressed through labyrinths.

The labyrinth is nature, it’s a journey, it’s a balance of life and the environment.  The labyrinth has the attributes of healing and understanding.  Walking the labyrinth is said to unite a person with nature or with their creator.

There has a been a resurgence of interest in labyrinths with the New Age movement.

I became interested in labyrinths only about two weeks ago.  They have a rich history, one I’d like to learn more about.  The labyrinth also has deep connections to what is termed “sacred geometry”.  I will read up a bit more on the history of the labyrinth and the connection to sacred geometry and man’s inner workings.  Perhaps I’ll add some links later.

What does a labyrinth mean to you?

Demeaning the Truth

Warning:  Sensitive topic. Don’t go beyond this point if you cannot cope with reality.

[Statistic] people have become casualties of war since the attack on September 11th, 2001.  More than [statistic] soldiers have been disabled physically or mentally.  [Statistic] veterans are displaced upon their return.

Employment is difficult.  Returning to the family after experiencing the effects of war erodes relationships.  Sons and daughters die in the line of duty.  Mothers and fathers leave their children behind.  Innocent people get killed in the crossfire.

Your cousin has done three tours and now he’s divorced and isolates himself.  He can’t sleep because of the nightmares.  He was the sole survivor of a truck explosion.  The deafening roar of the explosion pierced his ears.  It happened so quickly.  He just remembers the sound, the flames, and pieces of the vehicle flying through the air.  His best friend screamed as he was burned alive in the truck.  Limbs of other soldiers scattered around him.  He can barely function and you don’t know how to help.  He’s a shell of the person he once was.  His ex-wife is afraid to let him visit his own son because he’s so distant and angry.

Reread the first paragraph.  Statistics don’t give you the whole story.

If you think war is wrong or if you think veterans don’t have the support they need, then you are absolutely correct.  What can you do to make a difference?

Don’t avoid the topic.  I’m not saying you have to volunteer or protest, but damn it, don’t be silent about it.  No one will ever do their part if no one talks about it.

Don’t demean the truth by devolving to statistics.  These are real people like you and me.

And whatever you do, please don’t blather about how war is inevitable and these soldiers are protecting my freedom.  How is forcing another society to change in any way related to my personal freedom?  If anything, the fighting (and the media) has caused paranoia and the LOSS of civil liberties.

Symbolism

Each experience is subjective, therefore no two people have the exact same set of symbols.  Society as a whole, culture, upbringing, education, media, experience, all of these things influence an individual’s perception.  It effects how we think, feel, see the world, and define ourselves as we navigate through life.  It determines what we choose to learn, what our expectations are, and how we take action.

There are situations, thoughts, and emotions we experience that we don’t always understand.  This is where symbolism comes in.  Dreams, nightmares, daydreams, fantasies, even flashbacks;  These are all ways our minds process this data.  That is why it is interesting to dissect dreams and figure out what the mind is processing; how the elements of the dream relate to the person’s waking life.  Perhaps not every dream has meaning, but some do and it can be powerful.

Sometimes we need to deal with these bits of data or repressed emotions, whatever the case may be, and our minds give us the tools to do that in small healthy doses.  It’s self-therapy, in a sense.  Similar to how a body will heal itself, instead it is the mind healing itself.

Meaning

There is a question that I think has existed since humanity first became self-aware.  What is the meaning of life?

Honestly, I don’t think there is any single answer for this question.

Biologically speaking, we experience genetic diversity and every species does what it can to survive.

Philosophically speaking, the meaning of life is the meaning we give.

So here is a question for you.  Why do you need meaning?

It’s just something to think about.  I would love to see some answers on this one.

Danger

A dangerous society is an uneducated society with nothing to lose (or the perception of hopelessness).

I am not typically a “hopeful” person, but I really do hope the unemployment and incarceration increases with the budget slashing of education and social programs is a catalyst for change.

I disagree with just about everything this country has become in the past decade or so, but I love the people. All races, all beliefs, all backgrounds. I’m upset by the injustice. I’m frustrated with the people running us into the ground. I’m nervous about the aggression. It’s unhealthy and I just want to see everyone pull through this mess and gain insight.

Why Do We Do It?

There are enough posts about romance on this Valentine’s day.  I am more curious about why we do the things we do.

I’ve been wondering for over a year now why people do things that they know are harmful.  I believe it is a compulsory issue when it comes to addictions.  I have read books and studies about OCD, addictions, and eating disorders.  What I’d really like to do, is get input from people who have these urges!  No one ever asks why someone is doing something–or if they do ask, it’s usually met with a lack of insight.

Yesterday, I noticed something about my own thought cycle and desire.  Twice in one week I was invited out by family.  Both times I wanted to go, but I found that the closer it came to actually leaving for these events, the more I didn’t want to go!

I have this problem when I get invited out by friends too.  So I asked myself, why am I feeling this way?

I am not socially phobic or awkward.  I generally enjoy my time around people, although I have to rejuvenate afterwards.  I find that visits can be draining, but I still have fun.  I know that it is good to interact with others.  I’m not agoraphobic.  So what is my problem?

I couldn’t put my finger on it, but one thing was for sure:  the more I thought about it, the more I didn’t want to go.  So I stopped thinking about it and when the time came, I got in the car and left for my destination.  It was that simple, getting over the feeling of not wanting to go.

Admittedly, those feelings of not wanting to go can be very powerful.  Powerful to the point of me canceling at the last-minute.

So, I wonder if the opposite is true for someone who is compulsive.  The more a person thinks about something, the more they have an urge to do it–even if it is harmful!  And I wonder, if a person can overcome the obsessive thinking, could they overcome the compulsion as I overcame my strong desire not to go out?

What do you think about obsessive thoughts and compulsive behavior?

Flower of Life

Lately, I seem to wind up with this flower of life every time I pull out the compass and ruler to draw something symmetrical.

What does the flower of life represent to me?  I think it has been my focus, because I haven’t fully lived.  I’m ready to grieve for a lost childhood and crushed dreams, and embrace what I have.  It’s time I start living my life to the fullest.

It is funny.  When I was 18 years old, I realized that I could keep living my life the way that I was or that I could take responsibility and move in the direction that I want.  Most people don’t have that realization until they are in their 30′s.

Now I am acknowledging the dreams that were never realized.  My dreams weren’t stupid, I was merely pushed in a different direction.  Now I walk this path in psychology, striving always to understand perception, and I leave my dreams of being a lone wild-life vet in the past.  Just because I didn’t major in biology and go to veterinary school doesn’t mean my life is over.  I have to make the best with what I have, like I’ve always done.

Life is a process of learning and letting go.  I can still travel and experience nature for myself.  I can pursue other interests.  And that is exactly what I am going to do.

Funny Little Thing Called Life…

Relax!

It is funny to me that everything seems to happen all at once.  I know I am not alone in this.  There are a lot of people who claim to have a streak of bad luck or karma.  Others live by the philosophy, “whatever can go wrong will go wrong.”

I know that it seems like a lot of bad things happen all at once sometimes, but in truth, it is gradual.  Things accumulate and occur over time, but we don’t always process things as they occur.  So, in essence, it feels like we get hit with a cognitive brick when we realize how much we have to deal with.

It isn’t bad luck or bad karma.  It is the realization of occurrences and consequences.

Admittedly, there are times when I feel overwhelmed when it hits me.  Sometimes I just want to bury my head in the sand and wait for everything to blow over.  Unfortunately, that is not how life works.

The sooner a person learns how to cope with situations, no matter how dire, no matter how many things happen at once, the better off this person will be.  We cannot always control what happens to us, but we can control how we process everything, and how we react.

To anyone and everyone who needs to hear it (or read it): Everything will be okay!  Just step back from your feelings of being overwhelmed and take a deep breath.  Be here in the present to deal with whatever is going on, and know that in the Big Picture, everything is okay!

A New Twist

This is for Rautakyy.

I’ve read up on Greek history, in particular.  Given the technology for the time and that these were a war-like people for many centuries, it is amazing to me that they were able to rebuild so often–whether they lost cities to war or natural disaster, they always came back.

Although I could talk about their political system in ancient times, I think what is more interesting is their Dark Age.  There is a gap in their history that is simply non-existent.  Nothing new was built during this era, nothing was written about it, it’s as though it never happened.

I wonder if it was by design or by accident.  Did something happen that was so horrible, no one wanted it recorded?  Or was there some kind of dictatorship which stagnated the people and outlawed writing?  Or was there some kind of natural disaster which took them that long to recover from?  It is a complete mystery.

I relate it to where we are now and where we are heading.  So much has been digitized, that it is akin to book-burning.  Many colleges give a laptop or tablet to students so they don’t have to buy books.  It’s all electronic.

Google has created a cloud-based system which could be hacked or destroyed at any time.

What if we had such a huge solar storm that everything in orbit was destroyed?  What if we lost communication and electricity?  Nuclear powerplants would meltdown.  Global commerce would stop.  Life as we know it would be completely changed (in our industrialized countries).  Maybe for a short time, maybe forever.

We are so used to what we have that most of us couldn’t survive for very long if all of these commodities went away.  So I wonder, were the Greeks simply too comfortable and then some huge tragedy came along and wiped out more than a century of their culture, of their history?

Anything is possible.

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